but my left foot is flat, completely flat, and all the weight goes to the opposite side of the bottom of my foot. Because of this, I can’t run as long and as hard as I want. For some reason today, it hurt so freaking bad that I had to stop running. I ran through the majority of the pain, because at that point I was just mad and taking it out on myself, which can’t be good for my foot or my ankle at all, and just… ugh. It’s so fucking frustrating. I want a healthy foot and ankle and I should be happy that I even HAVE a foot but I’m just… blegh.
I love running. I love jogging. I love walking. I can’t afford to go to the gym, so this is the only way for me to lose weight without cutting my food intake in half. And I know I’m just complaining and all, but…
I mean, I still got a good workout in and everything, just… sigh.